Today was good.
But I can sometimes stick my foot in my mouth without even realizing it until a later point in time. Usually in conversations I either: A.) Overanalize everything and rehearse what to say before I say it, and because of that I’m usually quiet as a mouse. or B.) Talk in an uncensored stream of consciousness where I’ll say the first thing that pops into my head, which either comes out as quick-witted or nonsense.
It’s usually Mode of Operation B that gets me into trouble.
I used to pride myself in not caring if I came across as an a**hole, but now I worry about appearing that way towards people that matter. Maybe I’ve just come to realize that friendships are more precious that I had originally thought.
Other than my verbal ineptitude, today was a pretty pleasant day.
I went to the gym and had a great work out. I went to get coffee at Diva and they were having their winter art show, so I got to look at & buy some really interesting art from some local artists. It snowed. Big plump white snowflakes that soak your face and coat your head in a white halo. It was beautiful. I cooked a big dinner with Devon for 2 of our favorite people.
I wrapped presents for friends and family. I love wrapping presents. There is something about the gift-wrapping process that gives me an overwhelming sense of calm. Covering boxes and oddly shaped items in the right colorful piece of paper. Tying color-coordinated shiny ribbons around the packages. Filling out the “to: & from:” tags with quirky but appropriate faux gift-givers…. I’m a freak. I know.